Saturday, September 21, 2019

Before the wedding,

there was a trip back to Rosebud.

The same 15 hour car ride through the heartland...
Missouri, Iowa, Kansas, Nebraska and South Dakota.
Once there,
there are always things to do to make a difference.
 There are always friendships to be deepened.
 There are programs that deserve our support,
our time and our muscles (such as they are.)
 
Firewood for the Elders project has been a life saving endeavor for the past 5 years.
Since it started
reclaiming dead wood from tribal and private land in the summer,
splitting the wood and distributing it to families 
during harsh SD winters,
not a single person has frozen to death on the reservation.

It's hard for those of us who live in centrally heated and insulated homes 
to imagine how common that occurrence was on the reservation
before this program started.

While much of the wood is split with a gas powered splitter, 
we all got the chance to use a wedge and sledge hammer
like some poor, but stronger, ancestors did in the past.

(The experience, for some of us, was an amusing FAIL of eye/hand coordination
I only posted images of those who were good at it!).
But it wasn't all work.
South Dakota was in full late summer glory -
and we reveled in it.

I loved seeing the wild sunflowers growing alongside the cultivated ones
and the reminder that we all bloom at different times.

What you'll notice missing 
are many images from PowWow and the Fair.

It was the same glorious display of culture and history;
the same dazzling array of bead-work, sound and tradition.

After taking a few pictures,
I realized that what I really wanted was to just be present to it all;
to be in the moment and experience it 
without the lens of the camera.

So I put the camera back into my purse and
enjoyed every second of the evening.

Sad truth, 
I THOUGHT I put the camera back in my purse;
I actually must have missed the purse opening 
and the camera must have fallen down onto the ground
right beside my purse.

But, since it was night and the camera was black and small,
I didn't notice it was missing until I got back to the dorm.

Checking the next day with Security and at the pawn shops in town
were unsuccessful.
The camera that accompanied me to Ireland, Spain and Cuba 
and on all my local excursions 
was gone.
Through my own negligence, but upsetting nonetheless.

After stewing for a few hours,
I reconciled myself to buying a replacement when I got home.

And I did.
Just in time to practice with it at the wedding last weekend -
enough to feel confortable taking it with me on my next trip,
next month.

Life marches on,
whether you capture it with a camera or not,
am I right?
God willing, there will be other Pow Wows to capture.

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