Update

I'm here - 

quiet doesn't mean inactive.

There's been stripping going on

eating well

 homemade tomato soup 

and 

mushroom stuffed with sweet yellow pepper,

crab and lobster

taking care of myself

with yoga

(the view from my mat)

pedis

Oh - 

and also

driving my friends who have OCD 
CRAZY!

My reminders that I need to stay centered -

whether I'm coming or going -

has created quite a stir.

It doesn't bother me 

AT ALL

that 'center' isn't, 
well, in the center -

but apparently that irony is totally lost 

on some people!

Who knew?

But that's all external -

there's ALOT going on inside too!

But that's always harder to write about 

when it still feels 'unformed' and uncertain.

I'm getting closer to being able to talk about it,

but still need some more 'processing time'.

Not being coy,
just haven't reigned in all the thoughts galloping around in my head;
still wild, wooly and out of control.

Be patient with me -

while I try to be patient with myself.